JOCELYN

Emotions

2011-07-16T23:47:00.000-07:00

How do u feel when ur family were talking behind u when u were sleeping? Lots of bad things!

STUFFS LIKE:

1) "Let's not buy iPhone for her." The reason is cuz last nite when i came home, i said i wanted to

use the computer, she said 'hannah' in a very disrespectful way. FUCKOFF la U FREAKING HELL REPEATED WAD U SAY EVERY FEW SECONDS AND NOW U FUCKING TWISTING THE STORY.

2) "eh, wad's the tittle of this song? I call u to help me download in my iPhone for quite some time alr but now it's still not in it. I dun wan to buy iPhone for u alr la! EVERYTIME ALSO NEVER HELP ME!"Ok fine! I helped u in the middle of the nite when i'm sleepy. The next day, "EH! WHERE'S ALL MY GAEMS?! WHY IS IT ALL GONE?! U SEE LA NOW I NEED TO DOWNLOAD ALL MY GAMES AGAIN!"

Now, i'm hiding under my blanket, crying and asking "Wad's going on? I did all those things tt u wanted me to do and yet something tt i can't predict took place. I'm at fault:'( Who's by my side? NO ONE! NONE OF U!" HOW DO I FEEL? Just cuz of those FUCKING SENTENCE, I'M DEEPLY HURT!

LISTEN! IT'S FINE WITH ME NOT HAVING AN iPHONE BUT I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED WHEN I HEARD ALL THIS STUFF :"(((( DID U FEEL IT? WHO AM I STANDING IN THIS HOUSE? A maid to help u to do all the household chores? A dog tt u when u needed me, I must appear and when u dun need me, u can just simply kick me aside. I seems to be the extra one here.

Why is there so much problem now no matter is it friends or family?

Hey there! If u think tt those stories tt u made up will bresk the bond between us, u're wrong totally wrong! LET ME TELL U TT I DIDN'T LIKE U WHEN U WERE WITH US. ALL OF US KNOW WAD'S GOIN ON AND U'RE JUST SIMPLY JEALOUS TT WE'RE CLOSER.

FUCK IT!!!

long ago:)

2011-05-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

It's been a few months since i last update my blog but... istill rmb wad had happened within this few months.

100311-110311(Grad trip)

Went to Malacca with the 4E5Ns.

The trip was fun but the food, bus and the resort was....

Food-Everything's cold and doesn't taste nice to me.

Bus-The journey wounldn't be fun without them and the songs.

However, the air con is dam freaking cold.

Resort-Dam CREEPY.....

Well, the best part was i didn't bring my jacket along

so at first i was like cold to death.

But luckily one of my classmate(JW) borrowed me his jacket

for the rest of the journey and of cuz

he'll be the one suffering.

Felt so sorry:P

160311(KTV&CYCLING)

Everything went smoothly but it was fated to rain

after our 1hr ride and we(P, TT, K, JW, ER) need to return the bicycle.

After returning, the rain STOPPED!

Pris, JW and i went to Vivo to meet the others(SY, WM, F, L, KT, J)

and head to PARTYWORLD KTV.

Had lots of fun tt day.

032511(RY B'day)

Head to hougang green after my chemistry tuition

to celebrate RY b'day although i went there late,

RY still care to save a piece of cake for me but i didn't eat...

Played some games with them(JT, RY, SY, WM, RS, J, L)

and luckily i didn't kena forefeit.

080411(SY B'DAY)

Tried my best to reach Hougang plaza asap

After my chemistry tuition to celebrate SY B'day.

Manage to reach before they leave

and gave SY the present tt i'd brought it the day before.

090411(TW B'day)

KTV again to celebrate TW b'day.

Brought him shades as a gift.

I'll update more the next time and even the pictures.

Derrick hoh and jj lin

2011-02-17T03:24:00.000-08:00

12/02:Saturday

This is the first time i went out with my friends for this year.

Bird and i went to IMM today to see........DERRICK.

He's just so cute and he's the only celebrities

i saw who will wave to u and say 'hello' so far.

13/02:Sunday

I went out again today with that same particular person.

But b4 i went to meet her, i went to celebrate Wan Ying's b'day.

Went to Farrer Park with bird to celebrate 933 21st b'day party.

Guess who's being invited.

It's DERRICK and JJ.

U will be able to see them.

Damn PISSED

2011-01-28T08:34:00.000-08:00

I'm back to post everything tt
Who do u think u r to talk to me is this manner.I'm still ur senior so dun treat me as those sec1 students to command me to do something or go somewhere.Ur attitude made my day worse!We've our limits and we know when to do wad.Just save up ur energy and fuck off man!!!Other than tt, e 2 BITCH who was making fun of me, u're doom! U dun ve e rights to criticise me. If not, say it in front of me and dun be such a slut behind my baack. U were standing so far away from me so wad makes u think tt u can hear me singing!Dun ever feel proud of being a soprano1 member b'cuz u guys sang wrong too.GET OUT OF MY SIGHT BITCHES!!!!!

If u've e time on new year eve, stay back in sku urself for extra lessons.Due to time constraint i need to rush home to get changed n everything. u dun ve e rights to decide for us. U may be free at anytime but nt us.We're busy.Another thing is, KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT when e teacher is talking to us.SLUT!

Wad kind of attitude is this?We waited for u in class but yet u left without a single word. So, why do we wait for u everytime for u to finish ur hw?We know tt u're pissed off when u need to stay back to finish ur hw but u can't show us attitude and take it as nothing had happened after e incident!UNFAIR!
had happened lately tt make me damn pissed!

B'day celebration(FRIENDS)

2010-12-15T08:25:00.000-08:00

13/12:Monday
Went to NEX for a movie ,Harry Potter,

with my family.

E movie was nice.

14/12:Tuesday

Make my way down to City Square Mall to

meet evy bird tong ccc and ccj.

Had seoul garden for dinner.

At 7plus 8, bryan was here too.

We went to NEX for movie ,Rapunzel.

It was funny & nice!

15/12:Wednesday

Went to Kbox wif Pris n rui yi till2pm.

Pris told me tt she wanted to pass something to

her friend at Rivervale plaza.

Wad a nice excuse.

When we reached, she use a scarf to 'blindfold'

me n ask me to listen to rui yi's iPod touch music.

They brought me to a multi-storey carpark

and i had a surprisewhen i saw many of our friends

there celebrating my b'day in advance.

But e worse part is...

they actually splash water, flour and spray on me.

Wad a nice 'mixture'...

After tt, we went to edwin's house to change.

After dinner , we ate cake.

I really appreciate wad u guys gave me

& wad u guys prepared for the Celebration.

Without u guys, i won't have such a

happy & crazy moment.THX GUYS.

2010-12-10T10:34:00.000-08:00

05/12:Sunday

Off to genting...

06/12:Monday

Went to theme park but lot

of rides wasn't open.

We were like sian sia..

07.12:Tuesday

Took cable car to somewhere

else to do shopping.

bought a lot of chocolates.

We went to a Strawberry house.

08/12:Wednesday

Went to theme park again and this time round

we played all e games.

09/12:Thursday

Home sweet home.

But b4 tt,

LET'S GO PLAY BOWLING!!!

10/12:Friday
went for a movie(Let me in) today
With Pris Lynette and Bird.

Well sku sux

2010-11-11T02:11:00.000-08:00

11/11:Thursday

I just felt so left out.
U guys can make me feel happy and sad at the same time.

We can have fun but we're just putting on an act.

Goin out as and when u guys want.

Tt should be wad u guys have planned from e beginning.

We can always solve all e misunderstandings

but no one will make e first move.

Something's not right at this moment.

11/8:Monday

Wad a fun day.

Went to Resort World Sentosa today.

A lot of fun moments.

FUN???!!!

2010-11-03T03:48:00.000-07:00

10/27:Wednesday

E 4 of us went to amk hub to watch Child's eye 3D.

E movie was nice and e sound effect was damn powerful.

10/29:Friday

I was late for meeting bird and CCC for movie today.

And they decided to watch Social Network(NC16)

which i can't watch but bird said tt she will smuggle me in.

Well,who knows t e counter auntie so strict dun let me watch.

From tt day onwards i've a new nickname WTH...

ALL THANKS TO U GUYS.

Then we went to 401 for dinner,there's a new old song too.

ALL THANKS TO CCC.

And why do ppl like to go 401 de kpt to eat curry fish head?

All these days

2010-10-26T08:47:00.000-07:00

10/21:THURSDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWIN!!

Today's edwin birthday and we went to celebrate his birthday.

First we went to his house at around 10 plus 11.

We bought cake and we slack at his house till 3 plus 4.

We went to hougang mall for lunch+dinner.

Then,we head down to Vivo for a movie(The Perfect Wedding).

After tt,we went to play water and some of us went home by taxi

as we were too wet to take mrt home.

10/23:SATURDAY

Rotting at home today.

Cook porridge at home for lunch and it taste not too bad.

There's egg too and tt egg is kinda weird cuz it has 2 egg yolk.

10/24:SUNDAY

Well,i went out to celebrate my bro's b'day

although it's not today.

We went to eat steamboat.

It was awesome.

We even bought an Ipodtouch as a gift.

Hope bro would love it.

10/26:TUESDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:MY BROTHER

:VIVIAN

:WEI JIE

Today's a special occasion.Well although my family

and i had celebrated my bro's b'day last week,

but we've celebrated it today once again.

We went to swensen for dinner and ice-cream cake too.

having fun

2010-10-12T07:35:00.000-07:00

'N' levels' over
Hahaha...I went to pasir ris today with Pris & WY.We went cycling and K-box.Well,i should say this is e first time i saw horses at Pasir ris park while cycling.And there's chicken too.E white horses are lovely.Manage to take a photo of e chicken but not e horses.
and i on my *play* mode.

Memories

2010-09-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

While looking back at time,
I've been looking at some of my photos taken with my freinds and i smiled.All e memory seems to flash back and e happy moment made my smile.I believe tt it's all secondary school life.Photos tt are able to capture moment tt u won't be able to see it in ur life ever again.Good friends or 'bad' friends are a part of my life to make my life perfect.Am i able to make them smile?That's my HAPPY ENING in secondary sku this year.I really thx u guys so much for all e memory and we seem to be much closer ever since we knew each other.A big smile everyday make life better.:):):):)
I smiled.

F.R.I.E.N.D

2010-09-23T06:46:00.000-07:00

Is there any solutions
I may be thinking to much.I may be too sensitive recently but i felt something's wrong.I felt tt u guys r drifting away from me for some reason.If u guys don like me,u guys can tell me.If u guys don like me joining any outings with all of u,i can make myself out of it.Wad's with e left out and avoiding?U guys r really good and i dun wish to lose u guys.Be honest with me and tell me wad's goin on.I'll change for e better.I tot tt's wad friends r for.But my friends seems to be TEARS rather than LAUGHTER.Isn't it funny?E funniest joke rite?I know tt friends aren't forever but y am i asking for tt?
to solve this problem?

SELF-STUDIES!!!

2010-09-22T00:56:00.000-07:00

Things went wrong

There's always something tt's nt under my 'control'.

I can't stop all this and EVERYTHING seems to clash.

'N' levels round e corner and getting closer every min SPENT.

Will it be all rite?

Teachers doesn't seem to be teaching after our PRELIMS.

Can i go through this?

Classmates went 'missing' recently.

Msges out of no where and best wishes from friends for 'N' levels.

I still can't concentrate on my studies although i've tried to.

Facebook is always there for me waiting

for me to comment on others STATUS.

Blogging is always a very good listener to

hear me out complaining to it.

Every sentence i wrote it and i mean it.

My feelings loneliness sadness happiness

and every day every moment i spent.

at the wrong time.

Finally OVER

2010-09-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

It's finally OVER:)
My prelims r over but 'N' levels r coming up next.I just feel like slacking rather than studying but i'll try to study this time round.So tt i won't regret if i were to go to ITE.Well,it's e last day of prelim so i went out for a movie with pris& her classmates.E tittle of e movie is THE SHOCK LABYRINTH and we even watch it in 3D.I suppose e movie was scary but it was touching to me instead.Next movie will be LOVE CUTS, VILLON'S WIFE, RESIDENT EVIL.Hope tt i'm able to watch it b4 'N' levels.
But there's more coming up in a few weeks time:(

Will u be there?I'm sorry

2010-09-03T05:27:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry if

I'm sorry if i'm nt a good daughter.

I'm sorry if i'm nt a good sister.

I'm sorry if i'm nt a good friend.

I'm sorry if i've made u sad.

I'm sorry if i've did something wrong.

I would feel guiltier if i were to fail everything tt i've done.

I know tt i've hurt u most.

I just couldn't make u feel better I'm really sorry.

But whenever u cry,i cried with u.

Whenever u laugh,i laugh louder than u.

When will i be able to return everything to u back?

I'm too afraid to lose everything tt i'm having it nw.

Be it my friends or families.

All of u stands a place in my heart n it will be staying there without moving out.

I will miss all of u when u all aren't beside me.

I will learn to be more mature.

I will stay stronger.

I will do my best nt to made u cry again.

I don't wish to hear u saying''没出息"

I wish to see u smile everyday.

I'm........

i've made u disappointed.

No choice

2010-08-19T03:53:00.000-07:00

No matter what happened,
Sometimes, we seem to have choices.E.g. Going out with friends.We may seem to have a choice to choose to go or not to go.But everything had been chosen for us.If we go,..........may happen.If we don't go,...................may happen.No matter what,something must have took place in that particular time.That's our destiny.Our fate nothing much can be done or changed.
time won't stop.

2010-08-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

I just hate especially falling sick
Just dunno whether is it lucky or unlucky 2 fall sick on friday.Lucky tt it's after e 3 prelim papers.Unlucky tt e next day was a saturday when i can enjoy myself.E best is not 2 fall sick during this period.
On fridays.

Life ins't smooth

2010-08-10T07:29:00.000-07:00

Life may not be as smooth
In e word life,includes kinship,relationship,friendship n many other 'ship'.My kinship float on e surface most of e time when i need them by my side.However,my friendship may be floating/sinking.Friends may left u out but family won't.U can simply pull any friends on e street but u can't find any stranger who has blood relation with u.Friends isn't 4 a lifetime but families are.No matter how u say they're no one to u,they're still there 4 u.Wad 4 having friends?!U dun need tt if u know tt they'll leave u 1 day.Ur loves 1 will share their pain/joy/sad/anger with u but friends will partly share thier food/drinks with u.Tt makes a difference in my life.Who's life will go on so smoothly?
as i wanted it.

I'm not me

2010-08-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

I may not be that Jocelyn
All u know abt me is all my 'appearance' when i'm with u.How will i react 2 certain things may not be e 1 tt u can accept.I might change within a day.I can be smiling in front of u but my heart is drown in tears n i can't pull through.I can jump/laugh/sing with u but will u lend me a shoulder when i need u by my side.U've nvr spare a tought 4 me.Wad i want/Why do i need u/Can u be by my side 4ever.I want myself 2 be happier without u but how long do i need to fulfil this wish.I can do it!I really can?All e lies seems 2 be e truth 2 me.I dunno when i can believe u.Which sight is e real u?Everything seems to fade away n go out of control.I'm no longer myself.I can't even regconise myself when i look into e mirror.When will i get be on track?I'm still trying to search 4 e 'real' me.
that you've known.

Great nite

2010-07-31T05:06:00.000-07:00

Have a happy night

Yesterday: was Luo Zhi Xiang's Birthday.Wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY here!

:I went 2 prata house wif ET Bird Za Hidayah AC CCJ CCC RC n BL but B4 tt,I went to my sku musical nite wif Pris n 'gang'.I had a fun nite wif them.After eating,we went for a walk n den take pictures.

With you guys.

Stop asking

2010-07-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

Stop asking for an explaination
U may ve known everything in this world but just those problems between us u won't know.Rather then asking us why,why not u find it out urself?Aren't u really good at all this little things?Making e others life more worse n ve a 'happily ever after' urself.Tt sounds good 4 u rite?Making our life turn upside down.'I love u man' infront of us n 'fuck her la' behind us.Tt's how u call urself as a 'good friend'?Drowning our friendship at e end of e day n go around saying 'i've no friends i dunno wad happen they all ignore me lor' how pathetic is it.Others may say 'it's okay u still ve us by ur side' but wad we'll say to u is 'Fuck off la!Get out of my side la FUCKER!'
afterall,you won't feel any better.

Recently

2010-07-16T07:30:00.000-07:00

I've got to say that

I don't knw wad happened.

But i'm not in e mood of doing anything.

No D&T,No homework,

No solidworks,No friends.

Everything tt used 2 belong 2 me isn't mine now.

I felt betrayed.

I hate e feeling of 'being used'.

Trying 2 getclose 2 me so tt u can get closer

2 e person u like isn't e rite attitude of making friends.

STOP DENYING!

I freaking hell knw wad's goin on.

Trust is e keyword 2 friendship dun u knw it?

U'll nvr knw how i feel now.

To u is help but to me is 'use'.

U can just ignore me after u get wad u wanted.

U'RE HAPPY BUT I'M NOT!

Wad u think is only 4 urself.

U urs n urself.

U freaking IDIOT!

Stop all ur crap in front of me!

U won't understand how i feel rite now.

I need some fresh air.

I need to be ALONE!

I can help u with all this craps but u

can't/dun bother to help me with anything!

Wad's e point of treating u as my freind?
I dun need ur help...

Just can't out of my sight n tt's helpin me.

I've given u a chance to be friends

but u 'let go' of tt chance.

Whatever u say now is pointless.

U've shown ur true colour.

I'm freaking pissed off recently.

Happy b'day

2010-07-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

Wishing you a

It's pris b'day!

I gave her a suprise n celebrated with her.

I told her tt only wan ying n i will be celebrating her b'day with her.

But actually,i've called some of her friends to join us too.

I call all her friends 2 hide at her house multi-storey carpark

n told pris tt thre's 9 ppl hiding in this carpark

n expect her 2 find all of them within 1hour.

She spent 40mins finding all of them.

After tt,we went to e highest storey 2 play water.

At 12 plus,we went 2 her house 2 eat n celebrate.

They were so bored after tt n they play black jack.

There's forfeit of cuz 2 make it more fun.

I just hope tt she really enjoyed her 16th b'day.

N of cuz hope tt she like her present too:)

Happy Birthday,Priscilia!

10 years later

2010-06-29T05:11:00.000-07:00

After 10 years,

Would u still remember e times tt we have together?

Would u still remember wad we did together?

Would u still remember tt we once gave up b4?

Would u still remember me?

Have u ever tried to give up n yet u can't?

Do u know how much it hurts?

Have u ever take at look at me n see how i change?

How many times did u pick up my phone when i call u?

How long did we talk on e phone?

When ve u SMILE to me during those time?

When ve u TALK to me?

When did u take me as ur friend?

Sometimes,i really feel e gap between us.

No matter when we talk or do homework.

We seem to be very close but indeed we're not.

CLOSE is just a word,not e truth.

I'm waiting 4 u most of e time but u may just leace me out.

Either u're with ur friends or any1 else.

Every1 around us may nt realise e problem tt we're having now.

Even u.

I've tot of u when i'm goin out with my friends.

I'll also ask u along if u dun mind.

Give up give up give up...

Is tt e only thing tt i can tell myself?

To give up may be e 'BEST' thing 4 us.

I'll try my very best to save all these.

will u still remember?

in sku

2010-06-15T23:02:00.000-07:00

I'm now in school
I'm so sian nw.I believe tt some of my friends just woke up n they'r nw watching tv.Unlike me in sku doin nth n surfing e net.Using facebook n blogging.I'm here sketching n mating all e parts.Haizzz....When will this week end?Is just 2:07 now n i ve 2 stay here like till 4 plus 5...
doing my Dnt solidworks.

Life is like music

2010-06-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

I think that my life

Lyrics=how much ve u grown up.

Melody=how u spent ur time.

Instruments=how much u care 4 ur Families,

friends n ur love ones.

And it will=a perfect song.

In our life,we may ve listen to lots of songs

but there may be some songs tt u dun find it tt nice

while e others love tt song.

But if u really listen to tt song n understand

every single sentence of lyrics,

u will find it nice too.

Every song has its story behind.

It's just something like 'composing ur life'.

In my life,i ve 'tempo'.

How much time ve i spend on DAYDREAMING?

How much time ve i ever spend with those ppl out there?

How much ve i grown up?

When do i 'slow down' n 'speed up'?

Ve i ever care abt them?

With all these qns everyday,when will my 'song' end?

WHAT KIND OF SONG DO I VE AT E END OF E DAY?

is like music.

Karate kid

2010-06-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

I wish that
I just reach home from AMK hub.Just finish watching karate kid.E show is nice.N i've finished my Dnt 'N' level coursework.Damn SHIOK!!But next week still got Dnt solid works......Sianzz
I can have more holidays during e june holidays.

need some air

2010-06-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,

When i'm quiet,doesn't mean tt i'm emo.

I just need some space 2 breathe.

When tears r there,doesn't mean tt i'm crying.

I just need 2 shout out loud.

When my face r red,doesn't mean tt i'm angry.

I just need 2 be alone.

When i'm 'high',doesn't mean tt i'm happy.

I still need 2 go 4 a walk.

When i'm tired,doesn't mean tt i wanna sleep.

I just need a shoulder.

No matter wad's goin on,

I still need a friend 2 b there 4 me.

I need to be alone.

2010-06-02T04:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i hope that i could go back to the past

As time goes by,i tried 2 turn back hoping 2 see

something/some1 but nothing's behind me.

All tt was left was just some videos n photos.

Some messages deep down in my heart.

I can't just simply 4get it.

Tears r always there 4 me.

I just need some1 2 understand me.

Things tt belongs 2 me doesn't really belong 2 me.

Nothing is really mine.

Am i nt good enough?

Or am i thinking too much?

I dunno where's e problem.

N wad's on my mind nw is only awkward.

I'm just on my way 2 give up...

but sometimes i don't.

June holidays

2010-06-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

I hate my JUNE HOLIDAYS
I'll be spending my holidays in sku...
1st week & 2nd week-Dnt coursework 9am-5pm
3rd week-Dnt solid works & Physics SRP
4th week-Maths SRP
E best thing is...i was late 2day 4 my dnt.My phone auto shut down and i wake up at 9am when i'm suppose 2 be in sku at tt time.Is a bad start of e month.Sometimes i really wish tt i was a FnN student.
and my HANDPHONE alot!!!

understanding

2010-05-18T04:20:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,i ask myself,
Today i ve PE lesson.During e 2 period,we played captain ball.When TTT pass e ball 2 me,he threw it damn high den JW came to snatch.I got a shock n i didn't catch it.Tt stupid ttt say 'walao!u got so gentle ma!' wad e....tt's it man.After sku still went 4 breifing 4 e july elective modules.Damn sainzzz...i almost fall a sleep.We even watch a puma watch ad is damn lame....
I took back some of my results today.There's pass n fail.Although i'm prepared 2 fail,but i didn't expect it 2 be like tis.Wad was i thinking b4 e exams r round e corner?
What's on my mind?

I'm kinda tired

2010-05-13T00:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,really only sometimes,
Exams r finially over but i just dun ve tt relieved feeling.Wad's wrong wiht me?Aren't i suppose 2 be happy?I'm afraid tt i'm gonna let myself down again.I admit tt this time round i didn't do anything much 2 push myself but i did studied especially 4 my math paper 2.I've lost 12 marks 4 tt paper!Anyway,out of this topic,i went 2 e 'tea chapter' today 2 drink tea.9 of my classmates went too.Evy n i went home by taking 147 bus.Bird n e rest of them took MRT home. Sometimes,I really dun understand myself.I knew wad was goin on around me but i took it as nth's goin on i'm thinking too much n tt's it.But when i came across ???? i'm stuck there staring in e blank.When i know tt y r u beside me,i still treat u as a friend but u pushed me away.Tt's when i felt it.Calling n msging me as n when u like n need.Won't call me out 4 an outing unless some1 call u 2 do so.I felt myself so dumb.Am i an idiot?U always can't see me even if i'm standing in front of u.Next time,i'll put a mirror between us so tt i won't hear u.
I don't understand you.

hahasss

2010-05-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

01/05

It's a fun time
I was too tired 2 post 4 e past few days.
29/04:
Was Tiffany's b'day so i went 2 Bryan's house to celebrate with her.B4 she arrive,we prepared water balloon n cream 2 throw at her.But every1 miss our aims n we took pile to splash water at her.
30/04:
Went 2 Vivo 2 buy tickets 4 Ip man2.We were so lucky n unlucky.Lucky is bcuz e 13 of us goin was able to sit together but we were sitting at e 1st row.We saw Liang wen yin....
01/05:
After Tiffany's b'day was bird's b'day.We went 2 Kovan 2 eat NYNY.It's nice.We went 2 bugis 2 shop a while den came home.Tong came 2 my house b4 heading 2 basketball court.
02/05:
I went 2 play carpark catching.Den walk 2 rivervale plaza 4 dinner.
going out continuouisly

2010-04-27T04:08:00.000-07:00

That's fine with me
It's fine with me if u go around telling e others wad i wrote on my post.E main thing is,i didn't even mention ur name so y do u think tt is u?Ya it's obvious but if u wanna say,say it in front of me.I'll tell u tt wad i wrote on my 7,14-17 april post was talking abt u.Yes!u AMANDA!Since tt u can go around saying me,den i'll let u knw tt i'm refering 2 u!U can say all u 1.
I'll let you know the truth.

tiring but fun

2010-04-23T07:52:00.000-07:00

Me tong bird hui ling

Hui ling lynette bird tong evy me

Was a tiring day
I went to PS n Far East with evy,bird,tong,lynette n hui ling.It's tiring but it's kinda fun.After e outing i went 2 pcc with tong 2 play basketball.My mum keep calling so i went home.Sianzzz.

but fun

STEP DOWN

2010-04-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

I went home early today
I'm so sleepy today but i didn't fell asleep in class.Many teachers MIA so i've got 4 free periods.But something make me sian is cuz i need 2 complete e whole book of my math booklet 1 n my due date is on next wed.How am i gonnna finish it man?!Luckily i got book 2 copy.Hahas!If nt cuz i step down from CCA le,I tink i still got a long way 2 stay in sku.
because i've step down from CCA.

WTH

2010-04-20T03:14:00.000-07:00

I really hate you!
Wad's goin on with my handphone?!Out of a sudden i lost all my contacts and msges and dis is e 2nd time.How do i survive with just 14 contacts nw?AH~~~I'm so gonna change my phone.Luckily tt all my songs n pics r still there.It's gonna take me months 2 find back all my contacts man!But is dis a good or a bad thing?2 let me 4get something or nth...?Anyway is just my luck man!But how am i suppose 2 find back all my friends contacts.I'm nt concerning abt my msges.My memory is FULL!
I really hate my handphone!

REGETTED

2010-04-17T08:01:00.000-07:00

I regretted
4 years ago,when i just met her n became friends,i quarrelled with my mum n friends 4 nt understanding u.But time flies n it's 2010 nw.I know wad kind of person r u.I will no longer entertain u.I won't pick up ur call,answer u,reply ur msg n i won't talk 2 u.I'm no longer e JOCELYN tt u know 4 years ago.Wad r friends 4?I'm there 4 u but u're nt.U dun even appreciate wad we've given u.So i promise my friends tt i won't let them see e sad me.I really gonna change my life.
For not listening to wad my mother say.

wad a day

2010-04-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

I'm not angry
It's totally a sain day 4 me.I actually wanted 2 go watch movie with Tiffany's group but i decided nt 2 go.End up i went 2 play basketball with JT's group.We were chit-chatting n tt's when i can't control my anger n words came out.I don't know wad's wrong with me.First,i lost my math booklet n nw i lost control of my anger.I wish tt i could ignore everything n let it past.Let it become part of my life story n an experience.Twenty years past by n i know tt i've grow up n became more mature.Nt as childish as ever.Wad's friends 4?Misunderstandings,Complains,tears n everything.I've had enough of all this nonsense.I'm gonna be who i am from nw on.I'll nt hide my emotions.I'll be showing u everything tt i'm capable of.I 1 u 2 take back ur words!
I just don't know wad 2 do.

Sku sux

2010-04-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

If everything was a lie,

I've sent a couple of msg 2 my friends for their defination of freinds n there's some reply today.

Tiffany:"Friends r there 4 u.Care 4 u when u're in need.

They'll try their best 2 help even though they can't come up with an idea.

They'll give u advise.

They won't betray u,won't even steal ur things.

Treat u like close sister.

Help u 2 buy things when u're tired.

Lend u a shoulder when u're in need.Hugs n give u care.

They'll tease u but nt over e extend.

when others bully u,they'll be there 2 help u.

When u're sick they'll ask u if u're ok.

Help u with skuwork if they know.

But 1 thing,if u 1 friends treat u this way,u must treat them dis way.

True friends always ve trust in their freinds.

But once they knew it was all a lie,they'll get hurt.

N trying hard 2 believe friend once again n again.

In e end,there will nt ve a good ending."

Shannon:"Friend are those who stay n dun leave u."

My friends will treat me well n tt's wad i 1.they won't lie/betray me.Sharing secrets and some1 who i can talk 2.Is dis very difficult?Or by foolin me round and round was fun.I went around asking n i realise tt trust wasn't there.But trouble was there standing on top of a mountain. Den i realise tt how funny n stupid am i.

i would rather not be a friend of yours.

Haizz

2010-04-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

Shannon aman

Aman bird

Evy Bird Aman

Choir

BIRD

I was wondering what's friends
To me,friends don't lie.I went around asking my friends

wad r freinds 2 them n tis r some of e ans i get.
DEFINE FRIENDS:
ES:Some1 tt will accompany u.
:Some1 u can talk to.
:Another part of ur family.
JT:No matter wad u do,they'll stand by ur side.
JW:Help u n dun expect u 2 return back.
WX:When u're in trouble,they'll help u.
Ken:Ppl who shares their sadness n joys.
:Most importantly,nt 2 miss out e word FUN!
Pris:Share secrets.
:Complain 2 each other.
and now i get it.

speechless

2010-04-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

From the first day we met,
Wad's goin on nowadays?Ve i been changing 2 e better or e worse.Wad's e first impression tt i've given u?Good or Bad.How am i doin now?Fine?or......Only if everything was a joke.I'll choose 2 go back 2 e first day we met.From stranger and den till friends,from stare to smile.How nice was tt. Am i who i am now?Looking through e window n think of all these questions.Just by ignoring u can i just 4get who r u?Can everything just stop here?
life was just a joke.

CHEATED

2010-04-07T03:45:00.000-07:00

STAR

Amanda

Tiffany

Bird

Shannon

Once you reach my limit,
IF:
1st time i trust u,i treat u part of my life
2nd time i trust u,i treat u my best frenz
3rd time i trust u,i treat u my good frenz
4th time i trust u,i treat u my frenz
5th time i trust u,i'm stupid
6th time i trust u,i'm an idiot
7th time i trust u,i'm e stupiest person in e world
8th time i trust u,i'm speechless
9th time i will nt trust u anymore
10th time,i'll never forgive u n u're OUT OF MY LIFE!
Tt's my limit.Count urself how many times ve u lied 2 me.Everyone lie but nt things tt r serious.U've ur limit n i ve it too.U're no longer my fren.We're just stranger.Everything tt u do will be nothing 2 do with me.Do wadever u want.Do think of us,we've done so much but yet u fooled us like how u fool e other.Why did every1 drift away from u.How do we feel?I really dun need u as a fren!!!!
you'll have to bear with the consequences

Stop it

2010-04-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

I can stop everything,
I'll try 2 avoid him.I will try nt 2 talk 2 him.He'll stop everything tt he's doin.Every1 will also stop sayin us at tt time.I believe tt i can really really stop all tt.Trust me.We're really just frenz.If being frenz is a torture than i'll rather don't be.We're really just close n tt's all.JUST NORMAL FRENZ.We're really nothing but frenz he's just using me 2 get close 2 e person he like n i know tt. It's obvious.So,stop saying his name 2 'link' me.He so act!
I believe i can.

WTH

2010-03-31T05:12:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna go on like this
WTH wad's goin on nw.Everything seem 2 be changing.Me n HIM no link.STOP ALL THIS STUFF. It's gonna be a very tough path 4 me to continue walking.Did i walk e wrong path?If going out 2 study was wrong den i'll choose nt to go.There's rocks n mountains throughout e path.How am i suppose to stop this whole thing?Continue or stop???
Spare me another path if there's one

O.o SHOCKED

2010-03-30T04:49:00.000-07:00

If there's time machine in the world,
SURPRISINGLY she didn't say anything today.After e rehearsal Pris,WY,YH n i went out den went home.It's a tiring day too...Just feeling tt something's nt rite n made my mood went down to e rite end.Wad am i doin n how do i went through tt everything with u guys may ve became HISTORY. Wad abt now?I feel e gap between u and mi especailly when i'm so 'high' and u'r not.I don't know how u feel when i'm down but tt's how i feel when u r.Friendship is sharing and carring, we've both but wad's wrong with us nowadays?
I'll rewind everything

PSP

2010-03-26T05:52:00.000-07:00

Can you just stop it!!
I went 2 PCC to play PSP today.It was rather stupid cuz actually e purpose of Pris n me goin was to play basketball.E guys keep continuing their match so wad we can do is ony playing their PSP games.All their fault la if nt mi n Pris wun be addicted 2 tt game.Only a few of them went today cuz e many of them went to watch KINAPPER.E show is quite nice la just a bit.......
I hate ppl who hit my head!!

Zzzzz....

2010-03-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

Not in the mood for joking today....
Damn sian today.Maths really occupy my free time today.Lots of maths homework abt cumulative frequency qns.My CCA teacher in charge told us e 'misunderstanding' abt e incident ytd.She say tt because e music was playing too loud and she's afraid tt we can't hear her so she 'shout' at us.WE'RE NT DEAF and we can hear u.So wad's e reason abt?An excuse 4 her 2 shout at us in front of e others?Another thing tt make me so sian is......THERE'LL BE 2 MORE SPEECH DAY REHEARSAL COMING UP NEXTWEEK!!!!AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!When is it gonna end?~
Wad am i suppose to do?

LALALAss...........

2010-03-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

"OPEN UR MOUTH AND SING! STAND UP STRAIGHT!" WTH if nt happy with our singing den just go up there 2 sing la.Let's see how loud can u sing.If nt just play e CD also can wad we can even sleep at home rather than goin 2 sku to sing.U'r a teacher and u didn't even sing e sku song so u ve no rites 2 say tt we're nt singing.Even some of them can hear us singing so r u deaf.And e CD are playing so damn loud.Can't u see tt we tried our best?R u blind?Just SHUT UP AND GO!!!!!!

Sucks

2010-02-08T06:48:00.000-08:00

Felt so suckish.I vomited in D&T class today.I wasn't feeling well when i step into e sku but cuz there's maths class test so i still went.What i wanna say here is THX 2 ALL OF THEM WHO HELPED AND CONCERN ME.REALLY THX A LOT!

YEAH~~~

2010-01-30T07:20:00.000-08:00

I'M DONE WITH ALL MY WEEKEND HW.I felt so happy tt i don't ve to stress up with all my homework.But my mum called me to cut my hair today and my hair is damn short...I feel so wierd after cutting it.I felt so uncomfortable without my previous hair length.....BTW thursday was the Choir welcome party for e sec1 and we played water balloons.But we found 1 'twins' balloon tt we can't separate them and so we named it twins......

BAD DAY

2010-01-29T07:10:00.000-08:00

Cried for 1 night...
When i've problems,u don't know.When i called my friends for help if i've no money to packet for u,u don't know.When something happen,u only listen to 1part of the story.When i'm sad,i don't think u know it.When i'm happy with my friends,u will call me back.What i've been doing nowadays,u don't know.When something happen in school,u don't know.So,if i were to lost part of my memories,what could it be?My memories will only fill up with SAD or HAPPY...?
FEEL GOOD after the cry...But...I'm having a sore eyes......

2010-01-15T07:25:00.000-08:00

Went to play basketball den came home at 6:30.It was a tiring week.Yesterday i went to IKEA to take some photos of e furniture for my D&T coureswork.Still gotta do my Weekend HW...

01/01/10

2010-01-01T11:26:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS AND COUSIN!

It's my sis and my cousin's b'day.I finally found the taylor swift platinum album for my sis b'day present.I felt so sian when i know that i need to go back to school's life and i hasn't been doing my homework.Just hope that i could finish my ONLY homework and all the sec1 orientation goodies.I think i will be able to find some of my friends to help me with that.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-25T08:30:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!It's christmas today but it's the worst christmas i ever had.Staying at home painting my room and doing nothing else.It's kinda boring doing this and nothing else.When can the paint dry?...........

Birthday

2009-12-18T07:21:00.000-08:00

E earring & necklace
From Sis

E album
From Pris,Hong & Wan ying

Presents from Bro,sis,evy and bird

My B'day cake

Bag and some msg

From Aman & Shannon

E celebration with them

It's been some time since my last post and i'm back to post my birthday celebration.I've recieved some present from my families and friends which i wanted most of it.Necklace,earings,bag,album,watch,shoes and a pink panter soft toy.I love them all.I had fun throughout the whole week although something happen.REALLY THANKS TO ALL OF U WHO WISH ME HAPPY B'DAY AND FOR E PRESENTS TOO!I really APPRECIATE it!!!

My privacy?

2009-12-09T19:16:00.000-08:00

I always thought that blog is the only way i got my privacy but i was wrong.She's always there to view my blog and whatever post i post,she will knows it.She's just like a hired detective to me.No matter what i do she will be watching.I ask myself:'When can i have my privacy?'It's just 8 more days to my birthday.I once told my mum that i don't wishto celebrate it this year but that's not true.I just wanted a small suprise although i know that there won't be any.I realise that the older i get,birthday is nothing.I'm not looking forward to it anymore.So saying that i don't wish to celebrate is just to give myself a stupid suprise.I don't wish that my mum will see this post.I don't know what will happen next if she saw this post.

Steamboat

2009-12-03T10:04:00.000-08:00

Today i went to compass point for Choir meeting.Me,Yuh horng and Jia min went to mini toons to buy something.Then we saw some weird spectacles there.After that i went to Hougang mall with YH to buy wallet.I went to Amanda's house right after that for steamboat.We took some photos.It's been a long time me,amanda and shannon been together.

So tired

2009-12-02T08:45:00.001-08:00

This is Elizabeth aka Bird

I went to hougang plaza's K-box with bird today.We were so tired after we sing all the songs we wanted to sing cuz there's some song we won't be able to sing at the other K-box outlets.This is the second time i went out with bird alone.First time was when we went shopping for clothes.Still the same,laughing non-stop.Everything seems to be funny to us even if it's not funny.So when ever we go out with our friend,they will laugh non-stop too.

I've tried

2009-12-01T09:09:00.000-08:00

Make a wish

Blow the candle

TWIST

Cutting my birthday cake!

I tried to be nice and talk to him nicely but i don't know why whenever he talk to me i wouldn't want to reply him.I don't know why are things going this way for a few years after my 12 year old birthday.I've tried my best but why can't i?Should i avoid him?But how?!I'VE LOST ALL THE MOMENT AND MEMORIES!!!

Happy

2009-11-28T08:27:00.000-08:00

26/11:Thurs
I was so bored at home and have nothing to do.Mum and Bro went out for dinner and i stayed at home.At around 9:30,my sis called and ask me to help her to check the timing for cathay movies. At around 10:00,she say that she's was New moon with her friends and ask me if i want to join them.I went to meet her at AMK hub and we bought a 12:30 ticket.The movie was damn nice.

27/11:Fri
I went to bugis street with my sis while mum and bro went to Sim Lim square.Me and sis was thinking of buying some clothes and shoes.As we walk around,we bought 2 clothes.We went to look for some shoe and i saw 2 shoes which i like it a lot but don't have my size.Then mum and bro came to meet us and we went to buy belts.

28/11:Sat
I was suppose to go for the Red hill tuition today but mum don't allow me to go.I don't know what's going on.I tried to convince but she still don't allow me to go.We didn't talk to each other untill we reach PS.Me and sis wanted to a Fox jacket and a cardigan so we went to Takashimaya.Sis have been looking for the cardigan for weeks and she actually make a trip to Marina square,J8,Bugis,PS,Ion and Taka.She finally found it and we bought it.

Tired

2009-11-25T07:07:00.000-08:00

Today i went back to school alone for Choir meeting but before that i went to packet Mcdonald for my CCA teacher.Guess who i saw...i saw...a horse serving at e counter.When i reach school,i was told to organise some event and select ppl to......

Rotting at expo

2009-11-22T08:36:00.000-08:00

Today i went to Expo e john little sales and i felt so boring den i wanted to msg amanda den i send wrong to Yi Lun.Then we started msging but i send something wrong.I think e msg make him feel angry.I wanted to call him but i scared den i call bird to give me some advise but she keep telling me to call him.Den i called him and he say tt he never angry.

Sianz...

2009-11-21T07:00:00.000-08:00

Today i went to red hill tuition.Tuition ended at 4pm sharp and i was thinking of going to orchard to meet Tiffany and Edwin but Yvonne keep hugging me for at least 20-30mins and tt stops me from meeting them.E reason for her to hug me for so long is...she wants me to join them for cell,which i say i will go,she finally let go me when i say tt i will leave by 5pm but i still ran away.I promise her and Priscilia tt i will go next week.Next wed still need to go back to sku for what i also dunno cuz teacher nvr tell me but i know tt i'm e only 1 going back and tt's it.

Choir BBQ

2009-11-19T08:29:00.000-08:00

Today is our Choir BBQ day.Was fun although we try to start e fire for at least 2hours.We talk together with all e long time no see senoirs and laugh with them about all e jokes and 'quarreling' between me and Pris/Wan ying/Yuh horng.

2012

2009-11-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

I went to AMK hub to watch 2012 today with my parents.E show was nice and i think that is worth watching it.I saw a lot of my friends there even my primary sku friends.Now still need to prepare things for tml CCA BBQ.Haiz...wad can i do now other than that???

Finally went out!

2009-11-17T08:20:00.000-08:00

Today,i went to K-box with Yuh Horng,Pris and Wan Ying.Trying to be 'HIGH' but just can't.Dunno why,too,but still have fun la~~.Other then that,nothing much.We went to have our dinner.We took a long time to finish eating cuz we've been laughing and laughing even when we were waiting for e 30mins bus to arrive,which is damn long.Furthermore,single deck.E ppl at e bus stop were all waiting for that bus.

Stepping out of my comfort zone?

2009-11-14T07:03:00.000-08:00

Today i went to Mr ong's house.Feeling weird but was fun.Den went to red hill for cell with jennifer they all.Yi lun's car looks very different from what me and bird thinks.Other than feeling weird,something makes me feel more weird is that today Joel nvr tsk* me when he saw me cuz he usually did that.

Still went to CCA

2009-11-10T07:13:00.000-08:00

Today i still went to Choir.So sianzz....go there learn new songs.Other than tt nothing else but i still feel so tired.Den i met Priscilia and Wan Ying at hougang mall.Haven't even started my tuition homework which i need to get it done by tml although e tuition is on saturday.If not i ce no time to do it.Thursday still got CCA practice again.

Should i go?

2009-11-09T07:20:00.000-08:00

I recieved a msg from my CCA teacher reminding me tt there'll be a CCA practice tml but becuz i didn't attend e last thursday practice,she ended e msg saying if i fail 2 attend e practice tml without valid reason,i'll ve to face discipline action.I really hate this man.Just once in a while i fail 2 attend and she could just simply send this msg 2 me.It makes me wander if i should go or not.Just can't i have some 'freedom'?

So weird

2009-11-07T07:02:00.000-08:00

I went to red hill tuition alone today and i felt so weird but got meet Yi Lun(just a nickname)at Outram MRT station.There wasn't much ppl i know there so...obviously i would feel weird.Other than that Yi Lun still went through some maths question with me too la~~Cuz of holidays,he gave me some 'HOMEWORK' too.He also call me to stay a while for cell group but then,i went home.

Haizzz..........

2009-11-03T03:53:00.000-08:00

Today i skip e Social Studies extra lesson.Den i recieved a msg from my CCA teacher saying tt there'll be Choir practice on e 5/11,10/11 and 12/11 which is from 10am-12am.But i'm having
extra maths lesson on e 5/11 and is from 8am-10am.I think i'll be dead at e end of e day.How i wish there wun be any CCA throughout e whole holiday but now.............

Boring

2009-11-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

I felt so boring when it comes to holidays.Everyday seems to be e same to me,nothing changes.(unless i go out with friends)Friday i skip sku so dunno got extra maths lesson on2/11 and3/11.haizzzzz.....so sian.But luckily got extra lesson if nt i will rot at home doin nothing.How i wish i could work 4 a period of time and tt will be GOOD.Kinda miss Tong cuz she went back to China le but she will still come back la

Report book

2009-10-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

Today
:got back my report book
:i was promoted to sec4
:went to J8 with evy and bird
I recalled e times when all of us was so stress over our EOY and now was finally over.
Although we'll be goin to different classes,i'd still miss e time when we spent together.E.g. Class BBQ,National Day celebration,Punggol end trip and all e time when we were all together as 1.

Changes

2009-10-27T05:41:00.000-07:00

I viewed all of my friends' blog and their photos.I realise tt everyone ve changed.
No matter is from
:Attitude changes
:Bad to worse
:Character changes
:Dressing changes
:What changes to what,
They were still once my friends.TIME CHANGES and EVERYONE CHANGES.
It only depends if i could accept their changes or not.

Amazing Race

2009-10-25T04:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a warmth day:went to city hall
:play amazing race
:made new friends
:turn out in e first
:celebrate Brother's b'day in advance
:REALLY ENJOYED